Ahmad pulang… ..
Tapi ya dia pulang juga gak akan mungkin ketemu,
Tuhan, Rindu lagi kan ini sama Ahmad, hmm..
Kan jadinya inget dia lagi :’(
I really wanna stop here!
Demi Tuhan, baru kebaca, Ahmad kirimin ucapan itu, he is the first one!
:(, baru kebaca….
Kan jadinya Rindu Ahmad lagi.
When I close my eyes, I can see you, it’s like you right here.
Mama rindu.. :(
Tuhan, you know I’m crying right now, I can’t forget that I love him.I can’t forget his smile, can’t forget everything that he do, everything abt him.
Tuhan, what should I do?
even though I said *everything’s cool, it’s all gonna be okay*, tapi tetep aja, semuanya gak baik, Tuhan, I’m hurt, I’m crying.
I know what you feel right now, I know what you think right now, I know you wanna cry, I know all, cause I feel it too.
I’m so sorry I still can’t do anything for you, still make you feel so hard, make you sad.
Dad, I’m so sorry for everything that I do, that we do, we made you unhappy, disappointed, made you cried.
Sorry dad with everything.
but I always try to make you smile everyday.
OK fix, I can’t forget him! :’( * ini baru nyoba 1 hari sih, tapi ya ga bisa, ga bisa Tuhan*
denger lagunya Sam-Missed You, jadi makin rindu dia, and then click next list, dan sekarang lagi playing Khalil Fong-Nothing’s gonna change my love for you, makin rindu aja, nungguin Ahm nyanyiin lagu ini, engga nyanyi nyanyi juga.. :(, and now all ended.
all hope, wish ended!
Tuhan, entah harus bagaimana lagi, every-time I try to forget, he always come with his smile, and that can made me fall in love again.
Tuhan, everytime I’ve been trying to believe, if they relation just friendship, not more. tapi kenapa semakin hari semuanya berubah, they’re more close and close, on my last birthday, he made me sure, that he still love, care and never want to forget me.
but now, he showed kedekatannya with the girl that he said *only friend*, Tuhan, gak tau harus gimana lagi, tapi ini harus, harus lupa tentang semua ini.
I should forget abt life with him, build my dream with him.
Tuhan, hep me, I couldn’t pass this, I’m fade, fading away, Im truly hurt-ed, but I’m truly missed him.
I don’t what to do, Tuhan, I missed him, I have missed him, Im truly miss him. Tuhan…………..
Today is August 22 and its been a month to go to my birthday.
Dear Ahmad :
I hope in my birthday Ahmad will say birthday to me, I hope he will sing a song for me * I’ll be your Hero or Nothing Gonna Change My Love for you * ya apapun lagunya yang penting yang nyanyinya Ahmad..
Dear Dad :
I hope Daddy will understand what I want, please daddy, I wanna be free, believe I can be the best Photographer that you do on past!
Dear God :
Please make my wish come true, make all my dream come true, please make me be more good!
kenapa selalu Ahmad, Ahmad dan Ahmad.
I’ve been trying to forget him, but his smile is following me,
Aku kehilangan diriku sendiri, tanpamu aku bahkan tidak ingat namaku sendiri